life sucks when you're dead...fortunately, i think i'm coming back to life. unfortunately, i'm still stuck in this state between sleeping and waking...the one where you don't know what is real and what is illusion. i can only hope the good things are actually real for once...but i guess i can't really know until i'm wide awake again...i'm sounding pretty pessemistic right now...i'm usually pretty happy, i swear...but lately everything has been making me sad...uh oh, i hope i'm not becoming an emo kid...either way, there's nothing some ice cream and cookies can't fix...i'm off to the cupboard! hurray!